Former EastEnders actress Daniella Westbrook has revealed she snorted a line of cocaine as she gave birth to her son.
Appearing on ITV's Jeremy Kyle show on Wednesday, the 39-year-old wept as she recalled the horrific extent of her 12 year drug addiction.
The born-again Christian also admitted taking cocaine throughout her first pregnancy and stealing from her husband to fund her habit.
She said: "I took drugs throughout my pregnancy and in the bathroom suite right up until the moment I delivered him.
"Whilst in labour, I asked them to leave the room [so I could take drugs]. I was in a terrible state, no one could save me at the time."
When asked what she did following the birth while her son Kai was being cleaned and checked by doctors, she replied: "I went back into the toilet. I was a complete drug addict of the highest order."
Westbrook, who used to date Brian Harvey from East 17, also confessed to having snorted lines of the drug off Disney video boxes and coming around after a cocaine convulsion to find her three-year-old son trying to feed her a Mars Bar to revive her.
She praises husband Kevin Jenkins for turning her life around, though admits she was stealing money from him to fund her habit in the early days of their marriage.
Crediting him with sending her to rehab, she said: "I stole from him, I was taking drugs.
"I was three months pregnant and he just put me on a plane to Arizona, I was so drugged up I didn't know what was happening.
"The first two weeks I was a terrible person, but then I just thought 'I need to do this'."
Earlier this year Westbrook gave an interview to Closer magazine, where she confessed she was lucky to be alive, but admitted her addiction had cost her her looks.
Revealing she had spent a total of £250,000 on drugs and £20,000 on a nose reconstruction after her septum collapsed, she said: "I couldn't have gone through all those years of drug addiction and come out of it unscathed. It's aged me and it's done things to my face, but I'm lucky to be alive."
She added her years as an addict had left her wary of medical help: "Once an addict, always an addict. The other day I went to the doctor and he told me to use Vicks to unblock my nose, but I can't do that - just the thought of putting anything up my nose now makes me gag."
Westbrook has been clean of drugs for 12 years.
PA NEWS PHOTO 26/3/98 ACTRESS Danniella WESTBROOK ARRIVES WITH HER SON KAI FOR THE MOVIE PREMIERE OF THE FOX'S ANIMATED MOTION ...
PA NEWS PHOTO 26/3/98 ACTRESS Danniella WESTBROOK ARRIVES WITH HER SON KAI FOR THE MOVIE PREMIERE OF THE FOX'S ANIMATED MOTION PICTURE "ANASTASIA" AT THE ODEON LEICESTER SQUARE, LONDON
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Actresses Danniella Morgan (formerly Westbrook) and Denise van Outen attend a post-show party at Home House in Portman Square, London, following the first night of a re-cast 'Beauty and the Beast' musical at the Dominion Theatre.
Members of the cast of TV soap EastEnders relax at Brighton during a break. From left: Danniella Morgan, who stars as Sam; Todd Carty, who plays Mark and Tamzin Outhwaite, who plays Melanie .
2009 Tric Awards - London
Danniella Westbrook arrives at the Tric Awards held at the Grosvenor House Hotel, central London.
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Danniella Westbrook with her fiance Kevin Jenkins, her son her son Kai, five, and his daughter Jordan, seven, at the premiere in Covent Garden central London of the Walt Disney film The Princess Diaries.
"SCOOBY DOO" LONDON FILM PREMIERE.
Danniella WESTBROOK ATTENDS THE "SCOOBY DOO" FILM PREMIERE IN LONDON.PICTURE: UK PRESS
Westbrook & Windsor Rainbow Trust
Actresses Barbara Windsor (R) and Danniella Westbrook arrive at Le Meridien Grosvenor House Hotel in central London, for 12th annual Rainbow Trust Ball, in aid of the charity which helps terminally ill children and their families.
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Former Eastenders actress Danniella Westbrook arrives at the UK screening of The Divine Secrets of the Ya-Ya Sisterhood, at the Warner Village, Leicester Square.
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Danniella Westbrook and her husband Kevin Jenkins arrive for the UK premiere of Two Weeks Notice at Warner West End in London's Leicester Square. The romantic comedy, directed by Marc Lawrence stars Hugh Grant and Sandra Bullock.
THE '2 FAST 2 FURIOUS' UK PREMIERE
Danniella WESTBROOK ATTENDS THE '2 FAST 2 FURIOUS' PREMIERE IN LONDON.PICTURE: UK PRESS
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Danniella WESTBROOK ATTENDS THE 'SCARY MOVIE 3' PREMIERE IN LONDON.PICTURE: UK PRESS
Pia Michu and Inanch VIP Collection launch - London
Daniella Westbrook arrives to the Pia Michi collection launch. London
Children's Champions 2010 - Arrivals
LONDON, ENGLAND - MARCH 03: Danniella Westbrook arrives at the Children's Champions 2010 Awards at the Grosvenor House Hotel, on March 3, 2010 in London, England. (Photo by Gareth Cattermole/Getty Images)
TV Quick & Tv Choice Awards - Champagne Reception
LONDON, ENGLAND - SEPTEMBER 07: **UK TABLOID NEWSPAPERS OUT** Daniella Westbrook and Steve McFadden attend the TV Quick & TV Choice Awards Champagne reception held at The Dorchester on September 7, 2009 in London, England. (Photo by Dave Hogan/Getty Images)
Gillian Tayleforth and Daniella Westbrook
LONDON - JULY 14: British actresses Gillian Tayleforth and Daniella Westbrook arrive for the premiere of the film 'Stuart Little 2' at Planet Hollywood on July 14, 2002 in London. (Photo by Dave Hogan/Getty Images)