Bearded Lady Rose Geil On Why She Stopped Shaving And Never Looked Back

'I feel pretty with my beard, and I never felt pretty before.'

09/06/2016 11:02

After years of hiding away, a woman with excess facial hair has ditched her razors and grown a full beard, insisting she's never felt better.

Rose Geil, 39, first noticed her excess hair when she was just 13 years old and started shaving immediately.

The devastated teenager, from Oregon, America, quickly realised she would have to shave every day to keep the stubble at bay.

But after years of shaving, plucking and expensive laser removal procedures, Geil has now decided to accept her facial hair. 

She said: "Growing my beard has made me more confident. I feel pretty with my beard, and I never felt pretty before.

"It feels amazing being me."

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Rose Geil

Geil first noticed hairs sprouting in her sideburns when she reached puberty.

Soon hairs began appearing on her chin, upper lip and cheeks and she would have to wake at the crack of dawn to remove the evidence.

Her condition took a toll on her confidence and her social life - Geil refused to attend sleepovers, as she would wake up with stubble on her face.

She said: "I was a little bit of an outcast at my school, I didn’t fit in, I didn’t wear the right clothes and makeup. 

"My friends did not know, I hid it very well. But it was exhausting trying to keep it hidden.

"I didn’t realise the emotional impact until I was older. I just thought it was regular teen angst when I was young."

She tried to hide it from her friends and family, but eventually Geil’s mother caught sight of her stubble one Saturday morning when she had forgotten to shave.

Rather than getting the support she wanted, Geil’s family decided not to discuss it. 

Geil said: "I don’t think my parents knew how to support me when they found out about my shaving.

"My mum and I had a brief conversation about needing to stop shaving but of course I knew by then I couldn’t. I knew I would never be able to stop. 

"My mum was supportive enough and took me to see a doctor and I was placed on birth control pills and other medication but it wasn’t really effective."

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Geil before she stopped shaving. 

While she hasn’t been officially diagnosed, Geil believes her hairiness is due to a combination of Polycystic Ovary Syndrome and genetics.  

Throughout her teenage years and twenties she was so ashamed of her hair she wore long sleeves and high turtlenecks to hide the fuzz on her chest and arms.

Expensive laser hair removal procedures were ineffective and painful. 

In order to have relationships with men, Geil had to overcome the hurdle of showing her body hair to her partners. 

She said: "Revealing my body hair in any relationship was of course very scary and difficult and I was lucky enough and had some understanding partners in my early twenties.

"It was more of an issue for me just being self conscious and worrying about revealing myself and facing rejection."

But while her partners, friends and family became accepting of her fuzziness, Geil soon realised her biggest enemy was herself.

Every day she would dread having to shave her body hair and there were periods where she refused to leave the house.

But finally, eight months ago, she ditched the razors for good.

"I was emotionally drained from trying to hide my beard every day and feeling like I was failing miserably," she said.

"Growing my beard was an incredible experience. It was very difficult, daily emotionally and physically in the beginning because it was very uncomfortable, itchy and crawly. 

"I had to fight the urge to shave."

After six weeks, Geil sported a full beard and had grown to love it. Her friends and family were fans too. 

She said: "All of my friends and family are incredibly supportive - they really had no idea how much I struggled and how much it was affecting me.

"People on the street do look at me and do a double take, but their reactions are either positive or neutral. 

"I have had people approach me in public and wanted to meet me and shake my hand and tell me I'm brave and courageous and even an inspiration."

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Geil is far happier now she's grown out her beard. 

But the strongest reaction is online, where Geil’s Instagram account has found hundreds of admirers.

"Some of them get a little carried away, marriage proposals, offering plane tickets to come visit, inappropriate pictures you name it," she said.

Geil has even had requests to sell her pictures – which she hasn’t ruled out. 

She added: "I have no shame with my body, I appreciate my decorations and it feels nice to make people feel good."

Since binning her razors Geil said she has not looked back, and would not dream of shaving her beard off.

She even claims she feels more feminine with her body hair, shunning her turtlenecks for skirts and low cut tops.

She said: "I definitely feel womanly, sexy and sensuous. I feel more feminine and it has very little to do with my appearance it comes from my attitude and giving myself the freedom to be who I am. 

"I’ve finally accepted the real me."

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