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20 Minutes of Terror: When the Kids Walked Home Alone

27/01/2016 10:16 GMT | Updated 26/01/2017 10:12 GMT

The kids walked home from school by themselves today.

They had a deadline of 4pm, after which I told them I would call the Police.

This was a ridiculous statement because, of course, I wouldn't call the Police. I would get in the car and drive the streets of our town, while screaming hysterically to my husband on the phone (possibly not even hands-free) and calling all friends, neighbours and grandparents living within 5 km. I would then put a desperate plea out on Facebook and Twitter with a photo of them in their school uniform. Then, undoubtedly, red-eyed and exhausted, I would eventually find them in the local shop, arguing over sweets. Probably.

I still felt a tiny bit sick about it though.

Why? Because my best friend raised an eyebrow when I proudly told her of our decision. Then, after clearly trying to hold it back blurted, "Erm, even F.J.?" Yes, even the eight-year-old. Walking. Home. Alone.

I read a lot of articles about childhood, play, education and health in my work with The Wild Network. I'm lucky that I know the scare stories and the media horrors we see are incredibly rare. I also know that the majority of children tragically killed in this country are killed by people they know - by their own family. Similarly, abusers are more often than not people known to the child and, also tragically, frequently their own family. So why am I seen as reckless by our neighbours and other parents (and teachers) at the school gates? We have codes, we have rules and we have expectations. We also have something that kids aren't really allowed today: trust.

While my eldest daughter has a mobile for emergencies (usually texting her Gran "Mummy is so mean" messages), I don't have any tracking apps on her. I don't have Find My Kidnapped Daughter installed like Jack Bauer in a British version of 24. I don't insist that she calls every 50 paces to update me on her location.

I trust them to make well-considered decisions.

I trust them not to get into anyone's car. Only grandparents' and parents' cars are allowed. "Not even Auntie Cassie, mummy?" Nope. Not even cool Auntie Cassie in her cool sports car. Not even super-cool Uncle Rich, their dad's closest friend, whom he would trust with his own life (and his precious kids). No-one. Rules.

They have a slightly neurotic grandpa (who raised two daughters safely, as he likes to remind me) informing them they can't ever walk anywhere. He makes his unease distinctly noticeable, as my mum tries to placate him. "It's a different world today, Natalie," he tells me. It's really not.

I know that the biggest danger is, in fact, the traffic as they walk down our street. We are lucky that we live in a decent neighbourhood. Our barrier to getting outside is not a lack of space, nor is it gangs, or knife crime. Yes, we are the lucky ones. Our barrier is only the traffic.

Lucky us. I've seen cars mount the kerb with alarming prediction. I've seen a car launch and then maroon itself at speed onto our neighbour's front patch. I've seen shuntings, skidding, I've seen near misses, buses screeching, motorbikes swerving and fire engines reversing. I've seen gangs of kids on mountain bikes, side-wheeling quad bikes and speeding boy (and girl) racers. I've seen these dangers.

I trust that we taught the girls how to cross a road.

We've recited the Green Gross Code at every crossing we've made since they were tiny. I trust that they won't go off with a stranger (or anyone else). I also trust that they are learning important skills for life. They are seeing life in real time, moving amongst people - the public. They are learning the sounds of cars on the roads, buses and bikes. And they are learning about distractions, of wind and dog poo and old people on mobility scooters.

They are also learning what responsibility feels like.

They felt real pride when a lady stopped her car to let them cross a driveway and told them, "I've never seen such well behaved children cross the road, well done girls". They learned how to politely decline a lift home from a family friend, who proceeded to come straight over and tell us all about it, with 'well done sweets' for them when they arrived. Sounds creepy, doesn't it? It sounds creepy because we've been conditioned by some very awful stories to be paranoid about everyone and everything. We owe it to our kids that we don't create a world of mistrust and misrepresentation, where they are genuinely afraid to leave the house and enjoy the fresh air and natural world. And the first part of that is letting them experience freedom and trust and responsibility. We owe them that.

What I really hope to come from this big decision is that other parents will see our girls walking home. Once they've all got over the shock and stopped talking about us, they will hopefully get used to seeing them. And I hope that the other kids at school will ask their parents when they'll be allowed to walk home. And eventually, I hope to feel less terror during those 20 minutes.

Then perhaps we'll start to see kids out on the streets again. As my dad always said, "Just don't walk home alone, girls". With more kids back out on the streets, even he wouldn't complain.