Eye Gouge Victim Tina Nash: 'I'm Not Brave, I'm Just Surviving', As Shane Jenkin Is Sentenced For Attack (PICTURES)

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A woman whose partner gouged out her eyes has told how she has turned her life around, as the man responsible is due to be sentenced.

Shane Jenkin, 33, launched his "premeditated, sustained and vicious attack" on Tina Nash last year, breaking her jaw and nose and leaving the mother-of-two blind.

He will be sentenced at Truro Crown Court later after admitting GBH with intent last month. After he pleaded guilty, Nash said she was glad he had "at least taken responsibility for changing my life forever".

However Nash revealed she was coming to terms with her injuries in an interview with the BBC.

She told Jon Kay: "I feel like I'm coming to terms with it. I was in quite a dark place back then. I don't feel as low as I did."


Tina was left completely blind after the attack

The 31-year-old said she had been "sleeping and thinking" for nine months as she adjusted to her new life.

She added: "I feel stronger, a lot stronger. I've got a way to go yet but I'm on the right track

"I don't feel proud of myself, I'm doing it for my kids. I want them to be proud of me."

She also spoke of the outpouring of support she had received, including countless messages and letters, which her family read to her.

Nash said: "I don't think I'm brave, I'm surviving, I'm getting on with it. You only get one life so I'm not going to let him ruin it.

"To be honest I feel nothing towards him. I don't feel anger because that's a feeling and I don't want to have feelings for him. So no, I'm not going to waste my time."

When Kay asked her if she had "Kind of deleted him?", Nash replied: "Yep. He never existed."

Attempts to save the sight in one of her eyes failed and she was left completely blind.

She said: "I truly feel that, when he was strangling me, he was trying to murder me.


Shane Jenkin, 33, who has admitted GBH with intent

"He has taken everything from me and robbed me of one of the most precious things in life - my sight.

"I miss the things which people take for granted the most such as seeing the sky and the sea."

She added: "Some days I just don't want to get up, but I'm determined to provide a future for my children and this is my motivation."

Powerfully-built Jenkin, of Sea Lane, Hayle, Cornwall, was originally charged with attempted murder but court staff confirmed he had admitted GBH at the court last month.

Her sons were aged 13 and three at the time of the attack.

In a previous interview with the BBC, Ms Nash said she thought she could change Jenkin but warned other victims of domestic violence to get out "before it is too late - it's not going to get better, it's going to get worse".

Nash, who bravely faced Jenkin in court at a previous hearing, added that she had been left feeling "buried alive, claustrophobic and not in control of my life" by the assault.

She said she hoped Jenkin was not "buzzing" over being the last person she ever saw and wondered if he was "bragging about it".

After the attack, Jenkin blamed her, she said.

"He didn't try and help me.

"If I had seen someone in that much pain, looking like that, then the first thing I'd do is get help and he didn't and I can't forgive him for that.

"He said I was like his best mate so I don't understand why he would hurt someone he was supposed to care about."

The victim said there were previous occasions when she helped Jenkin get out of trouble for hurting her.

"I have done so much for him and this is how he repaid me."

Explaining why she could not walk away from the relationship, she said: "I thought I could change him and help him.

"I thought he was getting better."

Detective Inspector Chris Strickland, of Devon and Cornwall Police, said Jenkin carried out a "premeditated, sustained and vicious attack on a defenceless woman".

"Our view is that Jenkin deliberately strangled Tina into a state of unconsciousness in order that he could inflict these terrible injuries," he said.

"Tina's life will never be the same and her lifelong disability will be a constant reminder of the attack.

"Her injuries were so shocking that friends who saw her soon after the incident found it difficult to stay in the room.

"Tina has displayed incredible strength however and has shown great desire to be able to care for her two children despite not being able to see them as they grow up."

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02:18 PM on 05/15/2012
Here is the interview and information on where to get help:
SMH: Domestic Violence – This Is Why You Leave! Man Gouges Girlfriend’s Eyes Out! (Video)
http://redalertlive.com/2012/05/15/domestic-violence-man-gouges-girlsifriends-eyes/
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vividrick
I came, I saw...I had a cup of tea!
04:24 PM on 05/12/2012
She says she isn't brave, I'd suggest she's the bravest person I've heard of in a long while.
02:42 PM on 05/12/2012
In the non communist states in US she would have been allowed to defend herself.
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Saint wright
Dyslexic old chippy
01:58 PM on 05/12/2012
this lady deserves the VC, bravest of the Brave. total Respect!
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Saint wright
Dyslexic old chippy
02:01 PM on 05/12/2012
Bravery is believing in yourself, and that thing nobody can teach you.
01:57 PM on 05/12/2012
Tina you say you're not brave but by just putting on a brave face for your kids makes you courageous, you're an inspiration. You are an incredible mum, shamed to say I would not be able to be as strong as you. He might be the last person you ever physically saw but your loved ones will always be the last people you see at night in your head and the first you think of in the morning and no amount of cruelty or violence could change you from being who you are so he has not taken that away. I'm glad you dont hold hatred towards him because he does not deserve your feelings, or thoughts..you may not be able to see with your eyes but your life will always be filled with love which will make you see things in a different way. He will see his face in the mirror everyday and have to face what he has done, when he's on old frail man he will be let out of prison with no family, no loved ones and only the bitter memories to keep him company.
09:15 AM on 05/12/2012
this sack of dog puke will get the normal pathetic joke of a sentence as usual from our usual pathetic joke justice.
07:54 AM on 05/12/2012
A book by Robin Norwood called "Women who love too much" - when you keep hoping and wishing he'll change - [perhaps it ought to be " People " as men suffer too !] but its a recommended read for those being abused.
Craigzz
God must like pinball
01:32 AM on 05/12/2012
It is my opinion the court should impose a life sentence for GBH, with a recommendation he serve at least 16 years.
12:45 AM on 05/12/2012
The other side of the coin is, if any woman is
attacked by a man do similar, find there head
and find their eyes, it just might just save your life.
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Craigzz
God must like pinball
12:09 AM on 05/12/2012
I would like the police to leave me in a room with this guy, and turn a blind eye to what i'll do to him.
10:04 PM on 05/11/2012
He's worse than a murderer leaving someone maimed can be worse than murder at least they get over with. What can he claim is the cause of his crime ? I was jealous ? Pathetic creature
10:02 PM on 05/11/2012
i hope a man who can use such calculated violence gets the sentence he deserves - He's worse than a murderer a least they get it over and done with, what he's done is worse than any crime of passion - They can say it was the heat of the moment what can he blame it on ?
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mirola
Read between the lines
10:16 PM on 05/11/2012
GBH with intent. Knowing this country he'll get off with a light sentence. Free to do it again when he gets jealous. He does look like your average control freak.
concodtob
16 stone athlete and intellectual
07:43 PM on 05/11/2012
Scum!. I hope he gets some good beatings inside for what he did. You have to be evil to do something like this. I'd love to have 5 minutes with him and a pair of pliars. Horrible man.
06:43 PM on 05/11/2012
Your heart cannot but go out to this poor woman whose lost her sight, but what on earth was in her mind allowing an animal like Jenkin (who had such a long history of violence towards her and others) into a house where her kids were? Luckily, he did n't attack them too.
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NOSHER
06:25 PM on 05/11/2012
can the government not make him work the rest of his life in prison ,and donate all his pay to a special doctor in america or anywhere in the world, to allow her to get her sight back, they should be able to do something, and everyone should sign a petition to the government to get it done or can u huff post set one away at least u will be seen to do something good , its a disgrace full crime how would he manage if a prisoner did that to him . poor lass my hearty goes out to her