Woman's Self Portraits From Psychiatric Hospital Show The Reality Of Living With Mental Health Issues

Woman Takes Intimate Self Portraits From Psychiatric Hospital
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Laura Hospes was admitted to a psychiatric hospital for depression, anxiety and eating disorders. The 21-year-old had also attempted to commit suicide.

While there, the student, from the Netherlands, created an intimate series of self portraits titled UCP-UMCG, named after the hospital.

"I made the series for my own process at first. I had to deal with all the emotions that overwhelmed me in hospital and my way of doing that is making self portraits," Hospes tells HuffPost UK Lifestyle.

"It just works for me because I can express my real feelings and that helps me 'surviving' this difficult time."

Hospes is now sharing the images in order to raise awareness about mental health issues and hopefully help others who may be suffering.

Although she felt "very insecure" about sharing the images at first, Hospes says she gained "so much love and understanding back that [she] felt less alone".

"I hope it inspires people to share their stories too and don’t be fooled by the perfect lives shown on Facebook and other social media," she says.

See some of the powerful images below, or find out more about Hospes' photography on her website.

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If you've been affected by the issues in this article, please call the Samaritans on 08457 90 90 90.

9 People Who Have Changed The Conversation Around Mental Health
Terry Bradshaw(01 of09)
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Don't be fooled by Terry Bradshaw's demeanour on NFL broadcasts; even tough guys like the Super Bowl-winning former quarterback have struggled with depression.

The ex-Pittsburgh Steeler opened up about his struggle with the illness in 2004, and how he had difficulty "bouncing back" after a divorce.

"With any bad situations I'd experienced before — a bad game or my two previous divorces — I got over them. This time I just could not get out of the hole."

He has also talked openly about his struggles with memory loss, which resulted from concussions he sustained in his playing days.
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Bradley Cooper(02 of09)
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In "Silver Linings Playbook," Bradley Cooper played Pat Solitano, a Philadelphia man struggling with bipolar disorder after being released from an institution.

Cooper admitted to knowing very little about the illness before the role, but he has since spoken openly about mental health, talking about veterans dealing with PTSD in a speech at the MTV Movie Awards, and attending the White House's National Conference on Mental Health in 2013.

At the conference, he talked about how a friend was diagnosed with bipolar disorder, and how people dealt with it by not talking about it.

Cooper encouraged delegates to "[help] people understand that they're not alone, that the thing they're feeling, it probably has a name."
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Robert De Niro(03 of09)
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Last year, as Robert De Niro's film "Silver Linings Playbook" was in theatres, he broke down crying while talking to Katie Couric about his father's difficulties with bipolar disorder.

"I don't like to get emotional, but I know exactly what he goes through," he said of the film's character Pat Solitano (played by Bradley Cooper).

De Niro's public discussion helped to show how families also suffer when people close to them experience mental illness.
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Clara Hughes(04 of09)
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Canadian Olympic medallist Clara Hughes is among the most prominent voices speaking out about mental health in the Great White North.

The speed skater and cyclist, who is the only person to ever win multiple medals in both the Summer and Winter Olympics, has been open about her struggles with depression, which have been present throughout her athletic career.

Hughes took that experience and channeled it into a job as spokesperson for Bell Let's Talk, an initiative that aims to end the stigma around mental illness. She cycled across Canada for 11,000 kilometres as part of "Clara's Big Ride for Bell Let's Talk," which triggered a conversation around mental health from coast to coast to coast.

Hughes visited 105 communities and 80 schools and youth groups as part of the ride.
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Michael Landsberg(05 of09)
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Michael Landsberg, host of TSN's Off the Record, cuts an energetic figure on TV.

But in 2010, he went public about his struggles with depression in a TSN special alongside ex-NHLer Stephane Richer in an effort to let men know that it's OK to talk about it.

The special triggered as many as 30 emails, all of them from men, Landsberg told The Toronto Star.

Years later, he helped a woman who tweeted at him about her plans to kill herself. Landsberg found the woman and sought help for her from the police.
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Demi Lovato(06 of09)
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Actress and singer Demi Lovato did not have a strong relationship with her father, but when he died, she went public about both his and her own struggles with mental illness.

She also established the Lovato Treatment Scholarship, which helps to pay for people's treatment.
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Elizabeth Manley(07 of09)
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As a figure skater, Elizabeth Manley did Canada proud by winning a silver medal in ladies' singles at the 1988 Winter Olympics in Calgary.

Prior to the 1984 Sarajevo Olympics, she experienced a series of unfortunate events. Her coach left her, she ended up training in the U.S. away from those closest to her, and her parents divorced.

Manley gained weight and her hair fell out. She was diagnosed with a nervous breakdown and depression.

Manley has since become a spokeswoman on mental health issues. She told her story in her 1990 autobiography "Thumbs Up!" and organized "Elizabeth Manley and Friends," a 2012 benefit show whose proceeds went to teen mental health initiatives.

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Amanda Todd(08 of09)
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Who can forget Amanda? The 15-year-old from Port Coquitlam, B.C. jumpstarted a whole new discussion on bullying and mental health after she went public with allegations of harassment in a heartbreaking video that was posted on YouTube.

Then on Oct. 10, just over a month later, she killed herself.

Her death sparked an outpouring of emotion from around the world, and prominent voices such as B.C. Premier Christy Clark cited her in speeches at We Day 2012 in Vancouver.

Her mother Carol Todd also set up a trust fund at Royal Bank of Canada, which would raise money for young people living with mental health issues.
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Margaret Trudeau(09 of09)
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In 2006, Margaret Trudeau, ex-wife of former prime minister Pierre Trudeau, went public over her struggle with bipolar disorder, and how she used marijuana to cope with it.

She has spent subsequent years since giving speeches about the condition, telling packed audiences about her highs and lows.

Her book "Changing My Mind" details her life as it's been affected by the disorder and offers advice to others who live with it.
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