Zoe Ball Admits Two Years Of Sobriety Helped Her Through ‘Two Toughest Years Of My Life’

'I’m not sure I’d have survived intact had it had not been for my sobriety.'

Zoe Ball has admitted she’s not sure she would have survived the last two years if she was still drinking.

The presenter took to Instagram on Tuesday to celebrate two years of sobriety, thnaking her nearest and dearest for helping her get through “two of the toughest years of my life”.

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Zoe Ball
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She wrote: “Special moment. 2 years no booze - through two of the toughest years of my life, I’m not sure I’d have survived intact had it had not been for my sobriety & #recovery.

“Sending out some big love & #gratitude to everyone at #Lifeworks#Woking & my dear friends in the fellowship, & some extra big love to my family & special magic loved ones who encouraged me to get help & have supported me through everything.

“Thoughts and strength and love for any folk out there starting the path to recovery.”

The last two years have seen the 47-year-old split from her husband of 18 years, Norman Cook, and deal with the death of her partner Billy Yates. The former BBC cameraman took his own life last year.

Zoe has previously spoken of her struggles with alcohol, admitting there are large portions of her life that she doesn’t remember because of it.

In 2010, she told Grazia magazine: “I tried to straighten myself out several times, but I’d always go back – it’s so hard when everyone around you is drinking.”

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Zoe split from husband Norman Cook in 2016.
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Zoe admitted that her initial attempts to give up the booze caused rifts between her and her then husband, DJ Norman Cook, AKA Fatboy Slim, who refused to follow in her footsteps.

She said: “It’s bloody tough, bloody painful, trying to get sober on your own. The harder I tried, the more Norm went in the other direction.”

She finally managed to convince him to stop drinking and seek professional help, adding: “I remember feeling so anxious. But he did it.”

Signs Of Alcoholism
Abuse: Not Meeting Responsibilities(01 of20)
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Abuse, the regular use of a substance that leads to serious psychological and/or physical disability, is shown by one or more of these symptoms during the same year:Repeated substance use to the point of not being able to meet responsibilities -- not performing well at work, being suspended from school, being repeatedly late or absent from required duties, or neglecting household tasks. (credit:Shutterstock)
Abuse: Involving Risk(02 of20)
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Abuse, the regular use of a substance that leads to serious psychological and/or physical disability, is shown by one or more of these symptoms during the same year:Repeated substance use when there is risk involved, like operating equipment or driving a car while under the influence. (credit:Shutterstock)
Abuse: Difficulties With The Law(03 of20)
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Abuse, the regular use of a substance that leads to serious psychological and/or physical disability, is shown by one or more of these symptoms during the same year:Repeated difficulties with the law related to substance use -- being arrested for physical aggression or drunk driving, for instance. (credit:Shutterstock)
Abuse: Personal Or Social Difficulties(04 of20)
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Abuse, the regular use of a substance that leads to serious psychological and/or physical disability, is shown by one or more of these symptoms during the same year:Insisting on using the substance regardless of continued or repeated personal or social difficulties because of it, verbal or physical aggression with a loved one, or frequent arguments about the substance use. (credit:Shutterstock)
Dependence: Needing Great Amounts(05 of20)
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Symptoms of alcohol dependence, a physical need to drink, are identified as three or more of the following within the same year:Needing greater amounts of alcohol to satisfy cravings. (credit:Shutterstock)
Dependence: An Inability To Reduce Use(06 of20)
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Symptoms of alcohol dependence, a physical need to drink, are identified as three or more of the following within the same year:Using the substance longer than planned or more frequently and in greater amounts.An inability to reduce use, despite a sincere wish to do so. (credit:Shutterstock)
Dependence: Going Through Withdrawal(07 of20)
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Symptoms of alcohol dependence, a physical need to drink, are identified as three or more of the following within the same year:Going through withdrawal when not using alcohol, with symptoms such as tremors, restlessness, and agitation. (credit:Shutterstock)
Dependence: Avoiding Withdrawal(08 of20)
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Symptoms of alcohol dependence, a physical need to drink, are identified as three or more of the following within the same year:Taking a substance or a similar one to avoid the effects of withdrawal. (credit:Shutterstock)
Dependence: Spending Time On Alcohol(09 of20)
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Symptoms of alcohol dependence, a physical need to drink, are identified as three or more of the following within the same year:Spending a significant amount of time trying to acquire the substance.Spending less time at work or on other activities because of substance use; a person may completely abandon previously enjoyable activities. (credit:Shutterstock)
Dependence: Drinking In The Face Of Difficulty(10 of20)
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Symptoms of alcohol dependence, a physical need to drink, are identified as three or more of the following within the same year:Continuing to drink despite being aware that alcohol is causing psychological or physical difficulties. (credit:Shutterstock)
Addiction: Saying Inappropriate Things(11 of20)
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Stephen Gilman, MD, an addiction specialist in New York City, helps determine the severity of alcohol addiction by asking the following questions:Does he/she frequently say inappropriate things? (credit:Shutterstock)
Addiction: Slurred Speech(12 of20)
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Stephen Gilman, MD, an addiction specialist in New York City, helps determine the severity of alcohol addiction by asking the following questions:Does his/her speech slurred? (credit:Shutterstock)
Addiction: Missing Work(13 of20)
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Stephen Gilman, MD, an addiction specialist in New York City, helps determine the severity of alcohol addiction by asking the following questions:Does he/she miss work? (credit:Shutterstock)
Addiction: Off Balance(14 of20)
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Stephen Gilman, MD, an addiction specialist in New York City, helps determine the severity of alcohol addiction by asking the following questions:Is his/her balance off when they walk? (credit:Shutterstock)
Addiction: Trouble With The Law(15 of20)
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Stephen Gilman, MD, an addiction specialist in New York City, helps determine the severity of alcohol addiction by asking the following questions:Has he/she gotten in trouble with the law, for example, with drinking and driving? (credit:Shutterstock)
Addiction: Health Problems(16 of20)
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Stephen Gilman, MD, an addiction specialist in New York City, helps determine the severity of alcohol addiction by asking the following questions:Is he having health issues related to alcohol addiction, such as heartburn, liver problems, high blood pressure, or insomnia? (credit:Shutterstock)
Question To Ask: Should I Cut Down?(17 of20)
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Take the CAGE questionnaire -- if the answer to two or more of the four CAGE questions is yes, it is likely you have a problem.C stands for cut-down: Do you ever feel that you should cut down on your drinking? (credit:Shutterstock)
Question To Ask: People Getting Annoyed?(18 of20)
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Take the CAGE questionnaire -- if the answer to two or more of the four CAGE questions is yes, it is likely you have a problem.A stands for annoyed: Have people annoyed you by criticizing your drinking? (credit:Shutterstock)
Question To Ask: Ever Felt Guilty?(19 of20)
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Take the CAGE questionnaire -- if the answer to two or more of the four CAGE questions is yes, it is likely you have a problem.G stands for guilty: Have you ever felt guilty about your drinking? (credit:Shutterstock)
Question To Ask: Drinking To 'Recover'?(20 of20)
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Take the CAGE questionnaire -- if the answer to two or more of the four CAGE questions is yes, it is likely you have a problem.E stands for eye-opener: Have you ever had to drink as soon as you wake up to steady your nerves or get over a hangover? (credit:Shutterstock)