Declan Donnelly Admits He Was ‘Incredibly Angry’ And Unsure If Friendship With Ant McPartlin Could Survive Drink-Drive Arrest

Ant entered rehab and took an extended break from his TV work after crashing his car in March last year.

Declan Donnelly has opened up about the fallout from Ant McPartlin’s arrest for drink-driving and admitted it almost spelled the end of their 30-year friendship.

Dec makes the revelation in Ant and Dec’s DNA Journey, where the duo travel across the country, joined by genealogists and historians, as they follow their maternal and paternal bloodlines.

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Anthony McPartlin (left) and Declan Donnelly at a BAFTA TV preview of Ant and DecÕs DNA Journey.
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Filming for the programme began in 2017, but was halted after Ant crashed his car in March last year while more than twice the alcohol limit, before entering rehab and cancelling all of his TV commitments.

In the programme, Dec admits that he was “incredibly angry” that his friend did not confide in him.

“It has been a tough couple of years,” he said. “It has really tested the bond we have shared since we were like 13 years old.

“I was incredibly angry at the start. So angry. Disappointed in him that he didn’t ever come to me and say: ‘I am struggling and I need you’.

“I thought that if the shoe was on the other foot I would have gone to him and said: ‘I am in trouble and I can’t handle this. I need your help’.

“And he never came to me. That hurt me a lot.”

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Asked whether there was a point he thought he would lose Ant from his life, he replied: “Yeah. There was a point where I thought that was it.

“There were times I wasn’t sure it was going to survive, times you didn’t know he needed to survive or you wanted it to survive.”

Ant struggled with a two-year addiction to super-strength painkillers following a knee operation in 2015, his stint in rehab coming six months after he was awarded an OBE for services to entertainment and broadcasting along with his presenting partner.

Ant said he thought his career was over and that the public had “had enough” of him, after his public struggle with addiction.

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Ant McPartlin leaves Wimbledon Magistrates Court on April 16, 2018 after being fined £86,000 and banned from driving for 20 months.
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He says: “Our friendship has been tested and we have come through the other end. And I will be forever grateful and thankful for the love we have.

“I thought the public had had enough.

“I just thought I wouldn’t be allowed to do what I love any more, which was a very sad affair.

“But, you know, coming back and just being back on screen and the affection and love and support that people have shown, has been quite overwhelming and very emotional.

“I can’t thank people enough.”

In the ITV programme, the Saturday Night Takeaway stars, both from Newcastle upon Tyne, journey to Ireland as well as to the US, where they visit the United Nations headquarters in New York.

Their research also unearths evidence that the bones of one of their ancestors were deemed “of historical importance”.

Ant and Dec’s DNA Journey starts on ITV on Sunday November 10 at 9pm.

Ant and Dec Through The Years
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Ant and Dec, aka PJ and Duncan, in 1994. (Photo credit: Getty)
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British pop duo PJ and Duncan instore at HMV in 1994. (Photo credit: PA)
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Ant and Dec, aka PJ and Duncan, in 1994. (Photo credit: PA/Jez C Self/EMPICS Entertainment)
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Ant and Dec larking about with Sesame Street puppets Bert and Ernie in 1996. (Photo credit: PA)
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Pop duo PJ & Duncan in the studio in 1996 (Photo credit: PA)
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PJ and Duncan in concert at the Royal Albert Hall in London in 1996. (Photo credit: PA)
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Ant and Dec celebrate the 10th Anniversary of Byker Grove with fellow stars in 1998. (Photo credit: Rex Features)
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Ant and Dec with Cat Deeley in 1998, co-hosts of SMTV://Live. (Photo credit: PA)
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Anthony McPartlin (left), and Declan Donnelly, Ant & Dec, with their Most Popular entertainment Presenter awards at the National Television Awards at the Royal Albert Hall in London in 2002. (Photo credit: PA)
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Pop Idol presenters Anthony McPartlin (left) and Declan Donnelly (right) celebrate with Will Young from Hungerford, Berkshire, at the Fountain Studios in London, after he was voted Britain's Pop Idol in 2002. (Photo credit: PA)
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Pop Idol judges (from left) Simon Cowell, Pete Waterman, Nicki Chapman and Neil Fox, pose with show hosts Ant and Dec (Anthony McPartlin & Declan Donnelly) during a press conference at Thames TV in London, to launch a new series of Pop Idol in 2003. (Photo credit: PA)
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Anthony McPartlin and Declan Donnelly pose with the awards for Best Comedy Entertainment Personality and Best Comedy Entertainment Programme for Ant & Dec's Saturday Night Takeaway in the Awards Room at the 'British Comedy Awards 2004' on December 22, 2004 at London Television Studios in London. (Photo credit: Claire Greenway/Getty Images)
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Ant and Dec as The Ugly Sisters in Madame Tussauds Celebrity Pantomime in 2005. (Photo credit: PA)
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Anthony McPartlin (left) and Declan Donnelly (right) with the Entertainment Performance award received for I'm a Celebrity Get Me Out Of Here! at the BAFTA television awards at the London Palladium in 2010. (Photo credit: PA)
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Ant and Dec take part in the 'I'm A Celebrity...Get Me Out Of Here!' Bush Tucker Trial 'Greasy Spoon', in November 2011. (Photo credit: Rex Features)
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Anthony McPartlin (left) and Declan Donnelly arriving for the 2012 NTA Awards at the O2, Greenwich, London. (Photo credit: PA)
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Anthony McPartlin (left) and Declan Donnelly with their awards for Entertainment Presenter, backstage at the National Television Awards 2012 at the Greenwich Arena London. (Photo credit: PA)