Paul O'Grady Reveals How He's Coping With Cilla Black's Death: 'I'm Not In The Mood For Partying'

Paul O'Grady In 'Strange State' Following Cilla's Death
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Paul O’Grady has opened up about how he is coping following the death of his close friend, Cilla Black.

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The legendary entertainer died in August at the age of 72, following a fall at her holiday home in Spain.

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Paul O'Grady and Cilla Black

And nearly two months after her death, Paul has admitted he is still in a “strange state” and hasn’t be able to party without his partner in crime.

Speaking to Closer magazine, he said: "After anyone close to you dies, you're in a strange state for a while.

"I've withdrawn a bit and gone into myself. I just get on with my work. I'm not in the mood for partying, put it that way.”

Paul paid an emotional but hilarious tribute to his pal at her funeral last month, and her death really began to sink in following the service.

"I was destroyed after her funeral. We were so close. We knew what each other was thinking. We had a special bond,” he said.

"I used to say to her, 'You'll see me out, you' and I got that wrong, didn't I?"

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Paul and Cilla were friends for nearly 20 years

Having previously suffering two heart attacks himself, Paul also admitted that while Cilla’s premature death had made him consider his own future, he won’t be slowing down any time soon.

"It does make you start to think a bit more about your own mortality. But I've no plans to retire. I'm 60 now but still enjoying it,” he said.

"And taking stock of your life is depressing - it dampens ambitions if you start thinking like that."

Paul previously broke down live on air during his Radio 2 show, where he paid tribute to Cilla, following her death.

Recalling one of their raucous nights out together, he told listeners: “I used to go into quite dicey nightclubs with her, and I'd say, 'Cilla, give us the Tom', meaning the jewellery.

"Then all the jewellery would come off, and I'd have like a million pounds worth of jewellery in my pocket."

Cilla Black's Life In Pictures
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Liverpool born singer Cilla Black hugs the award that names her as Britain's Best Female Singer in a poll organised by a pop music newspaper, at the Cafe Royal in London, England on Feb. 13, 1970. (AP Photo/Robert Dear) (credit:ASSOCIATED PRESS)
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The Princess of Wales and Cilla Black pictured at the Ideal Home Exhibition in London, England on March 11, 1992. (AP Photo/Dave Caulkin/Pool) (credit:ASSOCIATED PRESS)
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Showing off their awards after the presentation at the Café Royal are, left to right: Liverpool-born singer Cilla Black, voted Top British Female Singer; Cliff Richard, voted Mr. Valentine, and the Best Dressed Male Star; and Lulu, who was voted Miss Valentine, in London, Feb. 13, 1970. (AP Photo/Bob Dear) (credit:ASSOCIATED PRESS)
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British pop singer Cilla Black and husband Bobby Willis, her personal manager, after their wedding at Marylebone Registry Office in London, England on Jan. 25, 1969. The couple have known each other for six years. (AP Photo/Leslie Priest) (credit:ASSOCIATED PRESS)
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British pop singer Cilla Black with her personal manager, Bobby Willis, after they were married in Marylebone Registery Office, London, on Jan. 25, 1969. (AP Photo/Staff/Priest) (credit:ASSOCIATED PRESS)
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British pop singer Cilla Balck with her fiance Bobby Willis, in Mayfair, London, on Jan. 4, 1969. (AP Photo) (credit:ASSOCIATED PRESS)
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British Pop singer Cilla Black holds a Christmas present from beneath her Personality Christmas Tree at an exhibition of similar trees for different entertainment stars at Harrods department store in London, England on Dec. 16, 1968. Cilla designed the tree herself to reflect the record industry. (AP Photo/Robert Rider-Rider) (credit:ASSOCIATED PRESS)
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Pop singers Cilla Black and Cliff Richard throw postcards into the air as they take a break from counting votes for Britain's Song For Europe at Kensington House in Shepherd's Bush, London on March 8, 1968. Television viewers were asked to choose the song to represent Britain in the Eurovision Song Contest after Cliff had sung the six possibilities on Cilla's show earlier this week. Cliff will sing the winning song again on Cilla's show before singing it at the Royal Albert Hall on April 6th, when he bids to win the trophy won last year by Sandie Shaw with Puppets on a String. (AP Photo/Worth) (credit:ASSOCIATED PRESS)
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FILE - In this March 8, 1968 file photo, singer Cilla Black counts votes with singer Cliff Richard for Britain's "Song For Europe", in Shepherd's Bush, London. Spanish police said Sunday that the singer, who had a home in Estepona, southern Spain, died Saturday, Aug. 1, 2015. Born Priscilla White, Black worked as a teenager in the cloakroom of Liverpoolâs Cavern Club, where her musical talent was spotted by The Beatles. (AP Photo, File) (credit:ASSOCIATED PRESS)
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Pop singer Cilla Black and singer Cliff Richard throw up votes which they are counting for Britain's "Song For Europe", in Shepherd's Bush, London, England, March 8, 1968. (AP Photo) (credit:ASSOCIATED PRESS)
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